I love the fulton mall.

The fulton mall was so good to me yesterday. I spent all day at Fresno Brewing Company, working on my application for the WIC Internship. I got caffeinated up with their yummy chai. I took a lunch break at Fulton Kebab, and had the best falafel I've ever had (and I just went to Israel and grew up with an Armenian BFF, so that's saying a lot). Then, I got a phone call about my new job (thank you, Jesus!) and rewarded myself by stopping by Good Will. I spent $13 and got 2 sweaters, shorts and a skirt. I also learned that Good Will has a partnership with Target, where they get Target's returned items. So amazing??! They also have quarterly sales where everything is $1.

Yes, fulton was good to me yesterday. And any day I hang there frankly.

Moving forward!

Today, I have officially begun working on the WIC Internship application. I am trying to find things to stress out about. Like, will I finish before Sept. 25th?! Uh, seriously. That's almost 3 months. See? I'm crazy! I've been thinking about the personal statement for soooo long. Nothing is typed out or anything, but every now and then, I'd look back over the questions just to be thinking about them.

We will see. It's exciting to think about the possibility. I trust that things will work out in perfect timing, even if it pisses me off. :)

On another note, we got a puppy today. Growin' up! And, the Hogue/Dolarian Lowell garden plot is pwning at life!

wow

Salvation is easy because it cost God so much, but the manifestation of it in my life is difficult...remember that His honour is at stake in your bodily life. - Oswald chambers

Am I the only one?

Why is it so easy to forget how blessed I am ? I am 23, married to an incredible man, living in a house in a neighborhood that I love. I need to be more of a big picture kind of girl. When our view is only within the realm of our strict little "plans" for our lives, then anxiety and feelings of failure seem to waltz right thru the door.

holy craps.

for the past couple months, jordan and i have been stressing about finances for Israel. in the past week, we've had an extension of generosity from our lovely grandma; the idea of a fundraising event come alive, to be held by our beautiful friends the feils; and we couldn't believe the amount of money we will be getting back from our tax return. if this isn't providence, i don't know what is. thank you Jesus.

saint patrick's day

I am Irish. I am Scottish. (and a couple other uber European ethnicities, but these are the ones that I am most comprised of) I am very interested in the life of Saint Patrick, and in lieu of his day tomorrow, I'd like to post what I have learned. I recently read a book about him, based on 2 letters of his that were recovered centuries ago.

Saint Patrick was alive around the 5th century and was not actually Irish; he was British, and kidnapped by the Irish at 16. He was held captive and enslaved for years, missing out on his formal education that only a privileged family like his could afford. He was amazed and bewildered by the Irish people. He fell in love with them and their culture. Growing up a stubborn atheist in a Christian home, God was the last thing he expected to encounter during his enslavement. God spoke to him very clearly in dreams during those years, and Patrick reminisced on the prayers he was taught as a boy. God softened his heart for the Irish, his captors, his slave masters, the people who hated his people. He escaped home when he was 21, only to feel an undeniable tug towards Ireland and its people. He ended up returning to Ireland to share the good news of Jesus. His family thought he was nuts, rightfully so. He completely immersed himself in Irish culture to better understand how the gospel can bring light and hope to their plights and way of life. The gospel was way more than something cool God spoke in a dream. It was real, a mission, a way of life that was not able to be stifled.

Shamrocks are associated with Ireland and St. Patrick's day. Rightfully so, clovers are everywhere in Ireland. Saint Patrick used the clover to explain the concept of the Trinity to the Irish. With that, the shamrock has much symbolism to me :) I want to get it tattooed on me someday soon.

A man who was called to love the people that hated him. And did so for the rest of his life. I'd say we have a few things to learn from him.

I've realized lately that I always have tons of things swirling around in my head. unfortunately, I don't carry a journal around anymore, so I thought this was a good alternative.



< been learning how to love, live with, and be married to this hunk. that's a lot of what the last 4 months have been.